Things I look forward to

La tarde del domingo pasó entre el dial de jazz, los libros de teoría del cine y la comida india. Recuperando las ganas, preparo las vacaciones, vagabundeo por tiendas de posters antiguos, imagino el color de las paredes de mi nueva casa.

Terminar una etapa siendo consciente de ello es un regalo divino. Los dioses me han dado tres semanas para bailar, volar, emborracharme, hacer regalos, volverme loca, conducir, dormir en mi cama, (aquella que guarda los pensamientos de vidas futuras) coger un ferry, hacer fotos, comer tortas de chicharrones, ver el mar (!!!)....nadar, rejuvenecer viejas querencias, y...quién sabe, encontrar nuevas.

Me siento afortunada, imagino la vida de allá, la de después de esto, y me apetece mucho, mucho.

Things I look forward to:

* To put up orange shelves full of books on a blue wall.

* To cook in a oven that it´s actually been cleaned...once.

* To light up inciense and candles, pour a glass of red and lie down wondering in the couch, between my new coushions.

* To sit down at the computer and..write without being disturbed.

* To have the safe feeling of being alone, and happy.

* To finish that book, watch aaalll those movies, cry until Im short of breathe,

* To wear boyish clothes and not worry about what my hair looks like.

* To drink green tea with jasmine in the morning, in the evening, at dawn...with a spliff.

* To listen to Radio3 in the morning whilst getting ready, dancing around.

* To come back home...and relax. To come back home and invite people around..when I feel like it.

* To come back home and find everything where I left it, waiting.

* To have many nights like tonight, peaceful and rewarding.